you really wanna know why we didn't reply your sms? 'cause honestly, if you say you wanna change, it's got nothing to do with us. it's a personal resolution, a promise to yourself. it's not like you actually apologized or anything. so do you really expect US to apologize? and the way you solve problems is like honestly beating about the bush, like big time. like what the hell. just cut the crap and get straight to the point, down to the root of the problem. i mean, if you think about it, it's not even our fault. so who's the one who should be apologizing? YOU! Y-O-U! so you wanna know what we want, an apology! wanna change so much? start by apologizing. cos you know what, the problem lies with you. don't believe in taking sides? i think not. then why the hell do you bother sharing the situation with like, the rest of the world and leaving one helpless person out've it. and then blame me for being curious! and say i should have just kept my nose out've it. like what the hell. stop pulling people into YOUR freaking problem. please luh. you and your stupid brainwashing skills. and you know what, you think you're damn smart right! well think again. half the things you say, HONESTLY don't make sense. and i'm not kidding. and you know what, i really don't care if you wanna be friends or not. cos it's not like i'm lacking friends or anything. i won't be stuck in a pathetic little hole with nobody to confide in if you refuse to apologize and make up. oh please, i'm not as pathetic as you. and i will NEVER EVER, be as pathetic as you. NEVER. never have been, never will be. nothing can beat you and your little scheming mind, you and your calculativeness, you and your stupidity, you and your oblivion, you and your utter disregard for other people's feelings. okay i'm done. you wanted words from the heart, you got 'em. now go wallow in your own little hole and stop being such a bitch(if you can help it)